Midyear 2023 Retrospective
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Photo by Mick Haupt.
I didn’t really do anything this past six months.
It was kinda. Disappointing.
I never really had the energy to do anything I want. I somehow only lazed around during the weekends, and I never got any motivation to do anything I want.
So. Let me write up a new blog post detailing my experience this past few months.
So I kinda did shit academically
It feels like everyone lost a bit of motivation, including my professors.
Not everyone really wants to teach their subject, aside from my Biochemistry professor. I just don’t get the excitement I felt when it was during the pandemic. The long commute times and the long hours I have to stay at school didn’t help much either.
I don’t really have much to say. The way I got really demotivated these past months have been perplexing to me. It’s like I don’t really vibe with my classmates well, and the culture of not actually pushing your limits was really shocking to me somehow.
I was always at the burnout.
I didn’t really achieved my goals I outlined back then
Let’s list the goals I had for the first half of this year:
- Work out more!
- Find friends outside the university
- Income generation
- Try learning Korean
- Learn how to draw
I only achieved one of five goals.
Well.
I have never felt this detached
I don’t feel this much connected to any of my peers. I am basically too apathetic to care about what they talk about.
We can’t really connect to each other anyway.
So I just grew more distant and I never really tried to interact with them.
I’ll just cut my losses.
Anyways, I’m obsessed with a new K-pop group
I really like ZeroBaseOne.
You should check them out.
…
I’m going to be completely normal about this and just stop.
Meta stuff
I’m using Discord more
Yeah. I’m hopelessly addicted to Discord.
Does that count as human interactions? I find it more fun to talk to these people more than my IRL peers anyway.
I am also interacting with my Twitter mutuals on K-pop stantwt more.
So. That’s a plus, right?
Filipino webrings
I recently joined this webring.
It’s neat.
If you are a Filipino and you have a website, you should join our webring.
See you!
Goals for the second half of 2023
I’m just going to try going small this second half.
- Prepare for my studies.
- Be diligent enough for thesis.
That’s it. I hope I could pull it off.
It’s my last year in college.
Let’s see what happens.