@harudagondi

traveler on the river

“Good morning, Mr. Traveler!” said the River as She gracefully descend the mountain; the Traveler, cold as winter, gave no shiver while crossing the path to the eternal fountain.

“Tell me, where are you going?” asked the River whose curiosity knows no bounds and His mouth knows no way to deliver the words She coveted of sounds.

She asked the same question, same day, never-ending; waiting for the digression, He continue on the bridge, unfaltering.

Every single day, the Traveler crosses the bridge, but never came back. Every single night, the River guesses whether or not will He consider the River His fallback.

“I wonder…” River ponders, “if He knew how much I know His hue.”

“I am not alone.” She stated, seeing the numerous men walk above Her abode, listening, She behoves; words that goads the River Herself.

Poetry is His Passion, His short-lived ration.

Abstraction was His Majesty, wretched form of tragedy.

Pace is His Skill, running from His kill.

He was once a leader, hubris being His bleeder.

Reading the Stories that they haul Living on dreamscapes, His Downfall.

She sees the countless people crossing coming back and forth a lack of fort

secrets unravel gossips travel

of the Man walking a one-way plan never returning

Each, and every day every minute astute ray looking every minutiae

of the Traveler on the River.

Alive and well, it seems that he is not a robotical fantasy, but a multicolored actuality.

Murmurs trickle, He loves to tinker. Daydreams linger, as He stares at the inevitable chasm hearing the bellows of the raging River.

She… doesn’t know what to say.

His eyes continued on the water flowing, antithetical whereupon to the Soul within.

The thoughts whispered, the flow reigned supreme. The voice crackled, words were made into the stream.

As the everyday broke, the River asked: “Why do you cross the bridge unfailingly?”

The Traveler stops.

He looks down on the water, flowing as if rushing not too fast, grace of the River; curiosity impacts, air clearing.

The Traveler met the River, and the River made a friend.

Every day, She asked questions. Every night, He left answers.

“It seems that this Traveler is more than what he seems. Yet He never confer, only leaving traces of notes and dreams.”

“A composer and a poet, He would say: writing music, threading words for free, no restriction, so fluid.”

“Creating works of art, tinged of derelict despair. He calls out His Heart; Only a hole was found, not a spare.”

“And it seems that the people love His prowess on Algebraic Construction. Although a flash of annoyance was boundless.”

“So He escapes to his World, full of magick and mystery. Dreamscapes scattered and swirled; unbounded by any consistory.”

It was night, and in spite of everything, She didn’t hear a single syllable from the Man who left them; who is love-bereft.

Not a lot was loved of Him, but also not much was grim.

See, He’s a helper, applying His talents as people said: ‘He’s clever.’ and so, He hated that.

His Digital Aptitude; His Muse of Scripts; His Mouth of such Shrewd; Critical Thinking equipped;

He hated all of that.

Sooner, he stayed on the bridge,

thinking.

sleeping.

dreaming.

I saw his Dreams. I saw the fountain. Demons schemes, Sins counted.

His mind was unbreakable.

Because there was nothing to be broken.

Blank Canvas.

Painted with Fury.

Gloomy Stanzas.

Written and Buried.

I see Him.

Sleeping in His Dreams.

He’s… angry about something.

He hates His talents because He felt used, degraded.

He feels that nobody cares.

A silent wanderer. Follower of none.

He is alone, in a room full of people, She hears His heartbeat, rhythmless, meaningless.

He hates His greatest assets. He wants the social aspect. He hates how His friends felt fake; Them being made out of plastic snakes.

He hates Himself.

He don’t have any close friends; He don’t know how to make them.

He hates that He can’t relate to them. He hates the fact that He is not like the others.

An anomaly of society. A lonely fish of the sea. Complete with full-on anxiety. He’s scared; He’d wanted to flee.

Flee.

Run.

Far away.

From everything he had built.

He’s scared of the future. Difficult to predict. Wounds of past must be sutured. Careful not to inflict

damage onto Himself.

Everything is difficult, everything is weird. Social rules are an occult, just as everything he feared.

His actions, Their words; His redactions, Nobody heard.

Nobody.

wants.

to.

hear.

him.

scream.

He fell. She didn’t notice.

He’s asleep. She’s trapped in His dreams. Bursting at the seams. She wanted to save Him.

He is below the chasm. No enthusiasm. Empty. Void.

In his dreams, He wanted to change. In the River, His mind is deranged.

He hated how He hated Himself.

He hated how He wants to be unique, yet He wanted to make friends.

Nonconformity is a social suicide. “Oh, you think you’re so special?” they always snide. His flowers rotting of petals.

Of course, He knows that that thought isn’t real. They aren’t real. She isn’t real. He isn’t real.

A side effect of dreamscapes. Delusional forms of reality. Every illusion takes all shapes. He’s dreaming about this poem, isn’t He?

Well…

She wanted to tell you:

“Does this have to be fake? Does this have to stay in your mind, causing heartaches?” Do you have to be afraid?”

He’s still asleep, flowing on the River; but His arm reach for the steep cliff, climbing without a shiver.

“This doesn’t have to end like this.” He realized.

So He realized the dream. And made it real.

“Guess not.” said the River. As She flows to the end.

Unfaltering.